Luca Miyamoto

––– ☾ * about him

there’s no doubt that he possesses an undeniable beauty that is so alluring, you can’t help but feel some sort of attraction to him. he prides himself on his beauty and places a lot of stock in his identity and how he appears to others. he can come across as sickly sweet, constantly switching and adjusting himself to becoming the kind of person you'd fall in love with - trying too hard to tick all the right boxes to impress almost anyone. but despite being very kindhearted, he's not selfless. his good traits are masked by his more flawed ones; messy, vain, childish, and throwing temper tantrums due to his emotional imbalances. he is self absorbed and attention seeking, leading him to not be able rest until he has made a person love him and becomes quite insensible, but once they love him he swiftly forgets them. he gets bored easily and needs new stimulation. he has a tendency to run away, to bail out of responsibilities and challenges. he has to trick himself into being brave because he sees himself as a terrible coward. shrinking responsibility, he slithers away from situations he doesn't want to be in, and pretends he’s not doing anything wrong. the man appears to have so much confidence within himself that no one could ever bring him down, but this is only partly true. he's completely aware that beauty is only as attractive as the mind and he fears that one day, he’ll lose his beauty and be left with nothing. he's wasting his time of mindless friendships and romances in order to make himself feel secure. he grew up only being praised for his looks while his siblings would get praised for their bright minds and talents which was something he did not possess, or at least not to the same extent of his siblings. this was the one way he could stand out, with his beauty, which is why he puts so much effort into how he looks. his beauty became the core of his identity.